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Thursday, 17 January 2008

Tuesday, 15 January 2008

  • What Can I Call Life?

    Woke up as usual at around 11am. I think sleeping very little is bad and sleeping too much is also bad. My body took every side effect of whatever I done. Bummer.

    And so I went out with Naarvin. The day before, I nearly got both of us killed. Under enemy's territory, I screw him for something but I can't recall. I started shouting to make him scared (the fact that I don't care about my image). Then people started shouting back but I didn't care much. For Naarvin to get scared, it's like impossible and I did it. Yeah, I was being a little childish but I ain't scared. It was much of a big deal anyway. That very night we talked about various issues including the time of Naarvin's school time. Interesting and funny story.

    Well, today I went with him on a business thing. Had to go get stuff and head to Air Itam. Even made it back to Island Glades for soyabean and still had a lot of time before football. Football, it's boring this time. Let the opponent entered 3 goals when I became the keeper. Pathetic. Straight after football, I slept till 12am. Went out for supper at around 1am and met Eng Wooi. His now working in Coffee Bean Queensbay. Wow. Everyone is so busy nowadays. From Sungai Dua, Eugene brought me home but all the way, we didn't have any helmet. Got caught by police and we are the smart ones. We ran. LOL.

    One thing is know about life is, you must and seriously must enjoy the fullest. Every single thing have to be fun and I had accomplished it. I even created a morale increasing plan and I succeed. Life is hard if you made it to be that way. Life is whatever you make it and not what people say it is. Sure it is hard but we are living in a country that is full of everything. Try Africa. They indeed have the rights to say they are suffering but we? Since we got everything, misuse it. If you can cheat in life without hurting the other side or get caught, wouldn't you want to do it? It's guilt free and cheat in life? Who doesn't? Try finding that and you will understand what I meant.

    Till then, enjoy!

Monday, 14 January 2008

  • This is the freaking last straw!

    Alright, I'm pretty fucked up with my small sister right now. Whatever she does from now on is ain't my fucking problem. I don't even wish to renown her as a sister.

    C'mon, a form 2 kid that has some many fucking problem. She haven't yet any discipline problem but already act like a bitch. Out of all the bitch I know, there is only 2 most bitch I know. And one of them, is my small little sister that bears my family name. Even when she was a form 1, she's already making reputation as a bitch. A slut that is. All her problem in school had to go through me first. My name always came out first as Donovan's younger sister. Even the teachers come finding me. I done my part and everyone should know me well. I will only tell you once and if you don't freaking hear me that time, I don't even freaking care even if you die!! Even if you are a family member!! This girl always take my name for granted.

    When I screw her head off, she will be good for awhile and later on, show back her attitude. I mean, my effort from that day onwards went to waste?? All those protection and for nothing?? Do my parents deserve their youngest child to be like this?? She brought her boyfriend over our house. I was angry too but I learn more about him afterwards and decided to give him a chance. He was also a friend of mine that had become a gangster. Well, he already left all those behind so I didn't care much. Then my sister was bringing other boys home and that finally gave me a hit and I ending up growing furious it. Even her boyfriend screwed her up. She even used my name to lie. He ask me to slap her but I ending up screwing her till she drop tears. I even told her boyfriend not to even touch her. I have been protecting her since form 1 and advising her to go the right way. I did what I'm suppose to do and I don't usually do it twice. If anything happen to her, who does she call for help? My friends. And who will my friends go through? ME! In the end, it will be me who will be helping. Why should I risk my life and my other friend's life for a brat? So what if she is family? If your mother ask you to go die, would you? Even if you use family or friends as an excuse, I will fuck you up. I don't care about my life but why should I do it either?

    I may have been the worst in the family but I have my boundaries. I do all my stuff outside and without anyone's knowledge. You don't believe? Ask the school. My records are clean! I don't go bringing friends that I can't control to my house and she thinks she can control boys? Get a grip. For now on, that was my last attempt to stop her. I don't hit girls even until now and I don't have to start ever. And for all you people out there, you already know me and you all should know that I don't simply release my anger unnecessarily.

    Who should I thank for giving me this problem?? Thank you Gwen, my older sister for doing nothing at all and teaching her all this. Don't think you are perfect and holy cause you are not. You may have not directly teaching her but you ain't stopping her either. You have to push it all to me. If you are reading this, I ain't going to take care of your sister and I know you won't too cause you never did. What a sister you are! Whatever it is, don't blame me but if you can, get a freaking life and blame yourself!

Sunday, 13 January 2008

  • Is This The End Of My Life?

    I'm pretty exhausted myself too. Eugene in the other hand, fainted this time. After work and a brief my Ah Siang (our manager), he fainted. He went to have a drink at the bar but Ah Siang got a little worried when he suddenly went to the bar without caring about the briefing. Since the bar is close, there is no more water so Ah Siang passed me his water to give him. After drinking, he fainted. This wasn't a fake faint. His face turn pale and green instantly. Luckily I was there to grab him before he falls. After a bit, he was fine again. Of course, our other colleague are kinda worried since he have to send me back home first and then go home by himself.

    We had our supper with Jennyfer and Justin at Line Clear Nasi Kandar. I have to korek my pocket on this one again. Well, I don't mind that since he helped me so much financially. I knew my tips won't survive. I and him took a big plate since we were very hungry. It's then after that, we head to Midlands for snooker. I suck in snooker since it's much more bigger and harder. By the time we head home, it was already 6.30 am. I slept immediately

    Karr called me at 9am. Of course I'm still freaking sleepy. We were suppose to learn guitar from him but I asked him to come over at around 3pm. And yes, he didn't hear what I say and came at 1pm. If a human doesn't have enough sleep, he will surely go crazy. I was in that state. I survived somehow until dawn. I couldn't care much of those two (Karr and Eugene) when they learn how to play. All I wished was to sleep. After they left, I took some time in MSN while Eugene took a nap on my bed causing me unable to sleep. We were suppose to try a cocktail that they dared me to try that is called Graveyard (a combination of 7 liquor, a stout and a beer). In the end, I slept.

    At around 3am, Eugene called and we had a bottle of beer. I'm a liquor person and I cannot stand beer. Before we could even drink half of the bottle, we heard a fire trunk and chase after the trunk just for fun. Trust me, we weren't drunk. Until we reached Sungai Dua, we lost the trunk and end up eating in Subaidah. It was the craziest thing that ever happen to me. Riding across the main road, without helmet and it was raining. Cold and pain since the rain water hit our face.

    That's all for now. Enjoy.



Friday, 11 January 2008

  • A Life I Can Dream And Finally Able To Tell

    Let's skip the boring parts alright? My new job is a waiter in Carmen, Bay View Hotel. It wasn't something to be nervous about since I already trained to boast my confidence up. It's a pub and bistro so I'm pretty excited myself. I tell you, it's the best job ever. The pay is freaking high. RM 5 per hour, unlimited beverages supplied and I get to meet a lot of chicks. Plus tips and commission. What a great day I have.

    It started a little confusing since I have to remember a lot. Even the cups have it's own name. The girls are awesome and the music played by the deejay, is great. All I have to sacrifice is standing up. Isn't that worth everything? Since I was a first-timer and only sell few customers drinks, I only had RM7 tips. The place is a rich people's club if I must add. The disciplinary is higher than any other club too actually but I care less of it. Conclusion, the job is very very good. I hope I can do better of course. The end of the day, I'm quite tired so I will just cut it short.

    Enjoy,
    (PS: I'm looking for people that I know to work there. Mainly pretty girls and guys. There want girls but I kinda rejecting it cause the girls I know mostly don't smoke and I'm sure they cannot stand there. Even for me, I couldn't much take the inhale of smokes. And you have to be a drinker. Just incase.)

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  • Same, simple Malaysian guy that like to create story and love to understand about life. Well, that's life. I learn about people's psychologies and even test them. Yes, I'm abit cruel if you think about it. Actually I'm not. To females , I can be humble. To males, don't expect the same treatment for females! Through this blog, I will discuss my point of views. This blog is created like a diary for me to remember things so I can rethink about my past and correct them in the future. Whoever that is smart can know what is hidden in this blog of every entry I make. Enjoy!

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